I am a Healer, Psychologist, educator and Sound Therapist with an avid interest in consciousness and transpersonal experiences. Oh and did I mention Astrology?
Research suggests there are many layers to 'consciousness' including awareness, sub - , un - , supra - , super - to name the most commonly attributed. So many compartments each with it's own often hidden agenda, not necessarily working in tandem. Confused - oh you will be, it's the nature of the mind. At least if you believe the mind is purely an epiphenomenon of the firing of neurons! I am very much of the mind that our brains are antenna to other realms of consciousness and our personality is just a filter which, by means of allegedly directed conscious awareness, believes it is in 'control'. I just love the irony of the cosmic joke!!!
'Awareness' tends to be used as a term to describe where we are focusing our attention. Since we have limited scope/capacity for awareness it jumps from one thing to another in quick succession or becomes fixated on one particular thing for a slightly longer period of time. We can train our awareness e.g. through meditation or sports psychology, and thus adjust to a more stable, in the flow, 'controlled' mode of thought. A perceived ability to direct our awareness gives us the sensation of control and of conscious awareness. Consciousness is the 'knowing' that we are aware i.e being aware that we are aware - a dual edged sword in that it creates a sense of will and choice yet at the same time a dilemma as to how to direct that 'power'. The underlying 'truth' however is that we are making it all up as we go along. Our perception, due to biological limitations, is skewed in a certain way (neural wiring as well as e.g. mechanics and composition of the eyes/ears etc.). Most of what we perceive is really pattern recognition based on past experience (schemas) and slotting present stimuli into past experiences in order to make 'sense' of it all. This jumble of past and present is further reflected in the fact that stimuli take time to be perceived, processed, consciously assimilated and then 'understood' - our present is therefore already our past and an imprecise composite at that.
Compounding the problem or complexity are the multiple layers of consciousness. The sub-conscious and unconscious regulate our physical bodies e.g. breathing, heart-beat etc. and thankfully so. We do not appear to have enough capacity in our brain function and thus in the scope of awareness to carry out all these functions it would seem. There are ostensibly more important jobs to be done, thoughts to be thought and issues to be created and resolved if we are to give meaning to our lives - though what could be more important than breathing is questionable if we are to have any life at all. Meaning and purpose are however also driven by the unconscious and sub conscious. Below the surface of awareness these programmes are running amok and like broken records, play over and over, manifesting the same age old reactions to apparently new situations triggered by 'lost' or buried memories. All however is not lost. Memory is a storage house which has to be brought to conscious awareness to be understood and like our responses needs to be directed and made sense of. Each time a memory is brought to the level of conscious awareness however, it's composition changes, altered by present circumstances and requirements, tailored to serve a particular purpose. What also tends to be forgotten is that memory is not just a function of the brain but of every cell in the body, each of which not only contains the 'memory' of our ancestors in the form of our DNA but also each and every event of our lifetime/s. In this respect our conscious awareness is totally overwhelmed and can barely conceive of such a possibility since it is impossible to process such vast quantities of information on a conscious level at any one time. It is often through utilising non-linear right brain attributes such as art, poetry, music and dream processing that these more mysterious and ineffable understandings may be reached.
Of course words do not describe the ineffable. In trying to explain through words we are attempting to describe right brain material which does not fit the left brain' logical', linear and thus time centred modalities, including language! However, the sooner we understand the bridging purposes of the corpus callosum the sooner we may 'logically' accept our beliefs (and they are only beliefs based on our present level of conscious awareness) that, whilst the two hemispheres both reflect and create duality, they are intrinsically complementary and not dualistic in function - it's a spectrum not a polarisation. Both rather than and/or function would serve us well. Unfortunately western education has honoured left brain activities leaving us impoverished and creatively and spiritually stymied. It could be argued this is the yin/yang and divine masculine-feminine coming into play through segments of the brain. It's no wonder we have trouble uniting themes when our belief about how our brains (and thus alleged thought processes) are so compartmentalised. That however is changing with growing research and acceptance of brain plasticity. Whilst science grapples only with the material however we are still limited to biology as the 'cause' for thought - despite the fact that there is no biological explanation for how thought can come about from a bundle of neurons massed into a brain that sits in our skull.
An additional thought... if our brains are only thought processors then they are indeed limited and incapable of serving anything other than a purely human agenda. On the other hand if our brains are in fact sophisticated antenna to super - and supra - levels of consciousness then there is a great deal of hope, not only for personal adaptability and understandings but also for the survival and advancement of humankind. More of this another time...
Three short pieces inspired by the muse that writes through me...
Sensing the creative wonder approach
I still myself,
In that silent moment
I am caressed by a calm guiding hand,
The pen moves across the paper
And all is revealed.
When I write it will be the right words.
As I write, the shape and sounds
are woven into a safe haven.
And when you read
it is as the reed of a beautiful instrument
bringing a harmonious resonance
into your life,
playing with your soul
as it dances upon a pathway to healing.
I watched your hand
Traverse the page.
The ink flowed,
Though not from your fingertips but
As a caress
Softly across the face of the beloved.
A sublime thought.
And upon reading the words
My heart missed a beat.
I haven't written a blog for nearly two weeks and am wondering why. Has the muse gone silent? Is there too much going on to be able to sit quietly and allow the thoughts to flow? Well, no, quite the opposite in fact. I am finding the time between the eclipses to be pregnant with ideas and a gentle unfolding of meetings and events is also taking place.
The new moon's eclipse of the sun in Scorpio on 13th November had the function of wiping the screen clear in order to re-vision our lives. The full moon in Gemini will be eclipsed by the sun in Sagitarius on 28th November. This will offer us all the opportunity to recalibrate our emotional responses and being in Gemini we are likely to want to be quite verbal about it. This whole two week period is a time to focus on clearing and cleansing in order to think again about the world we wish to create. Eclipses signify endings but it is encumbant upon us to remember that endings create space and open the doors to new beginnings allowing fresh energy in to wash away the stale and outmoded thoughts, actions and habits we have accumulated.
During this time I have found the topics of gratitude, appreciation and acceptance have constantly been brought to my attention through conversations with friends, aquaintances and new introductions. Facebook postings, Twitter and Linkedin as well as emails have delivered such messages to me too. I am therefore very aware of the necessity to embrace these three fundamentals in my life and to have them support and serve me rather than keep replaying the broken records of 'if only', 'yes, but...' etc.
In order to reboot my old programmes I have made time to meditate again and rediscovered that silence is indeed golden and provides a treasure trove of beautifully crafted ideas and ideals to take me forward into the future.
May you too count your blessings and find that inner peace.
I have often wondered about the significance of boundaries and borderlines be that of countries or between people. So random and so divisive in many ways.
Boundaries and Borders
Boundaries and borders
Delineate by circumstance.
But in truth
Where is the line
Between me and you,
Between I and thou,
Between us and them,
Between alone and together?
What is all this fuss?
That which shakes you
Also rocks me.
Are we not bourne of the same bough,
Of the same tree,
Held in the same earth -
Human to humus?
Ashes and dust
Should those boundaries be,
For when I see you
I also see me.
Led by the soul
Not bled by the body
Eternal the human races through
Clouded vision, a turbulent see.
As Mercury the messenger goes into reverse later today, it is a time for reflection. Over the next 3 weeks Mercury will literally recover what was missed first time around and, in retracing his steps, give us all a second chance to reevaluate.
The area of your life most affected will depend on your own individual chart. In general however the ground covered is partly in Sagittarius (review your beliefs) and partly through Scorpio (review existential questions).
For me on a personal level this is taking place in an area which firstly concerns my personality and ego and then dips deeply into my subconscious. I expect to feel some very profound shifts during this time! Since our thoughts drive what manifests or is magnetised into our lives, I embrace this period of time as one of introspective growth leading to a new vision of the future based on firmer foundations.
However it works for you, remember one thing... be kind to yourself!
There are fireworks going off with gusto outside my door as celebrations start in remembrance of Guy Fawkes' gun powder plot to blow up Parliament. Politically things are still explosive but destruction and conflict is not the way forward. Once we learn cooperation and consideration the world will be a very different place.
So, preempting this brave new world, let's celebrate in advance!!!
Doesn't contain the words.
But if I had a
Large box of fireworks
I'd go out now
Into the darkness of the night
And send them off,
Would be awe inspiring,
Their dazzling display
Beauty of the stars,
The spectre entrancing.
And we would feel
A mere inch tall,